How can I know if my faith is genuine and not just something my parents have imposed on me?

To tell if your faith and love is genuine for God you have to ask yourself what does your heart desire, if you say you want to get closer to God but don’t put the effort it is not genuine. Everybody has a Jezebel spirit and what I have learned from it is that she loves the word of God and wanting to go praise, but she never does, she procrastinate, makes excuses, is real into her self image, and rather go to church because of what other people will think of her rather than genuinely being there with open ears and heart to what God has to say. I found myself dealing with this because I wanted to get closer to God but I wasn’t constantly doing the work. Until I heard about this jezebel spirit and I asked God to remove that from myself because that’s not who I was, I had a deep desire to follow God I just wasn’t consistently praying, reading, singing, and worshiping. I asked him to help me stabilize my life so I can make time for him and dedicate my life to him. My mom took me to church when I was younger but she saw it as an obligation she eventually got lazy and we stopped going. I learned that as long as someone in the family wants to follow God and ones who don’t will have conflict and division. It is until we all decide to follow God that we will be united. I also saw that my mother would start praying and going to church if she needed something and promised him things that she didn’t keep. I didn’t want to come to God when I needed something I wanted to come to God whether it was good or bad, whether I needed help, guidance, forgiveness, or if I just wanted to tell him how grateful I am for blessing me everyday. I took the initiative myself and made it a goal to be closer to him because once in my life he was all I ever had and that’s when I realized he was all I ever nee